There's no guarantee in life. I'm both the world's biggest optimist and pessimist.

Everything seems to go well on the surface but I have this fear it might not happen at all. Of course, I won't let that happen.

I turn into a pessimist every weekend. Well, it's because nothing much happens on weekends my project wise and I get antsy. It's like, I have no life outside my movie. That's not true. I have a beautiful girlfriend (both inside and outside) whom I love very much. It sucks that I can't see her every day (she's in New York right now).

At the same time, I'm looking forward to this week. A lot of exciting things should happen. Plus, the Mets baseball season will start in 3 weeks. I can't wait.